"I have markers, seven different shades of shit.
So what's your favourite colour, punk?"
My inspiration for this post was basically this line *gestures up* from the new B-Side from MCR (the song's 'My Way Home Is Through You', BTW) and this tickle quiz I took a few days back.
It mentioned how I was 'more sinful than an average person'.
I admit it, I am a sinner.
I might have changed for the better in some ways, but I still do have lots of stuff that I'll burn in hell for.
Nahhhhh.
Anyway, I decided to touch on the topic of the Seven Deadly Sins in a rather personal way.
It's really therapeutic digging up the ugly side of yourself.
Trust me, I do that every single day.
Of course, whatever I did was nothing as serious as what the real Sins refer to, but hey, let me reflect a bit here.
Pride
I can be very swollen headed. Yes I know. You don't have to tell me that. I disgust myself with my huge ego at times. I'm not sure if being stubborn is considered as pride, but it is very hard for me to say sorry sometimes...or even give in. I just can't bring myself to admitting that I am wrong. It makes me feel inferior. I sound like a prick, don't I?
Lust
I'd rather keep this personal. Not like I have anything scandalous or x rated to hide, but errrrr...you get it.
Gluttony
Evidence for this would be my fat ass. Well, maybe genes should be 'credited' too, but I was such a pig during those puberty years. I've lost over 5kg from my past weight and am in the healthy weight range, but I still am trying to lose more to eliminate that big bottom of mine. Sheesh.
Sloth
I am the world's biggest procratinator and have the mentality 'Why go out and spend a few useless hours when you could stay home and rot?' I hate doing tedious assignments and try my best to avoid lots of physical activity or anything to do with camps. Funny thing is that I was a Girl Guide. Poor, poor me.
Envy
I am a monster. A green eyed one. I get jealous of people when either I, number 1, don't like them, or number 2, can do something that I have banked all my hopes and dreams on better than me. It's not healthy because envy = unfair criticisms = hate = KABOOM.
Greed
I can't say that I am very guilty of this one because firstly, money isn't something I lust over or am willing to kill someone for. Next, the simplest things in life make me happy. So that's that.
Wrath
Woah. Where do I begin? My close friends should know how angry I can get. Actually, what everyone sees is a very toned down version of myself. You would not want to see me when I am very angry. It ain't pretty. Plus, I dislike people very easily. Just be a total ass and you're blacklisted. But the good thing about me is that I forgive and forget extremely easily too. All you have to do to make me love you again is to just be nice and not be like the douche bag that you were before. Easy peasy.
So that's it eh?
Can't say that this post is super interesting or anything.
But I hope that at least you'd get inspired enough to check back on which of these sins you've commited.
That's all for now, loves.
Ciao.